Soul Aesthetica

  +,-,×,÷  = These are the only signs that I can catch. Upper level Maths are like strict no for me. I am Unable to understand critical mathematics of higher level.  Number arrange from big to small, small to big makes me comfortable.  Geometry drawing as Sompadyo and Graph are easy to me. UPOPADYO makes baffled.  Arithmetic and Algebra is rarely done by me. Only one question rises in my mind that where does they come from? What should we prove? And which answer is correct? These things puzzle me since childhood days of school.

  I was expected to study English language since school days. Although I always felt disturbed to attend regular schooling. Bunking school was my pleasure to continue with creativity and meditation at my small home. I was in a Missionary Bengali Medium school where English was taught very secretly. It was the era of class five A,B,C,D TRAINING.Culturing with extra curricular activities like Sports,Go as you Like yoga Dance, Music, Recitation, Singing, acting, drawing and crafting always pampered me. Studying Sanskrit language was all the best for me. I scored 94-98 out of 100 in Sanskrit regularly. Studying GEETA ,our scripture was a must in our school. But I cried loudly everyday to study old knowledge and culture at home and to avoid tremendous pressure of Mathematics thrust from my school Sri Ramakrishna Sarada Mission. But It's my bad luck that in Madhyamik and Uccha Madhyamik I couldn't get Sanskrit language study as an additional subject because of lack of fellow students...