Soul Aesthetica

 I have visited Puri 3 times. First visit was in 1982 when I started walking only.At that time my whole family was with me to visit the place.At that time I was a 8month baby and hardly I can remember my experience there. In a small holiday home I used to walk through the balcony and in this photo you can see my Pishi, Mom,Two grand Maas Didi and Amma. Didi holding me in her arm in the waves.  Lord Jagannath blessed us and second time we went to Puri was in 1990 when I was in class 2 .At that time I got with me my cousin Debraj Gupta and enjoyed a lot in the Sea.Visited and worshipped Lord Jagannath at Puri temple.This time we stayed there for almost 15 days in a simple lodge and Visited konarak Surya temple, Uday giri,Khanda giri, Nandan kanon and many other small temples .We played in the sea beach and was so happy to describe.   3rd time I got Lord Jagannath 's call was in 2006 after I went through a shattering experience in my inner life. This time we stayed there for...

 This is the photo of my two Grandmaas Komola Gupta and Dipali Sengupta.Since my birth I have been guided by them. All the basics of education they have taught is unforgettable and the ethical training by them is so practical till date. They were like my Second Mother. All Grandmother's tale and mythological stories I have heard from their mouth. Story of Sadhak Bamakhyapa, Loknath Baba,Bhakta prahlad, Ramayana and Mahabharata and many others. My granny Komola Gupta used to teach me Mathematics, English Grammar, Spoken English,Dance,Art, Music etc.Granny Dipali Sengupta was her younger sister and used to live with us being unmarried.I called her Didi and Komola Gupta as Amma. Didi taught me Bengali and English spellings on a black slate with chalk. The very basic Books like Barna porichoy, Adarsha Lipi,Haashi khushi she unfolded before me. The small poem in English was first taught by her to me... "If jodi Is hoy,But kintu Not noy,What maane ki? Tumi jodi bole dile Aami bolbo ...

 For long they were pent up under water,The dark realm of Earth, Then one day they found a way to escape that darkness, It is the story of a mermaid and merman, How tragic became their life after love touched their heart. Once they were prince and princess, Living happily on fresh air. But when they met each other, They fell in love. Once in a full moon night they sat beside the seashore and talked, The Sea dragon ghastly,came and attacked them both. They were captured and imprisoned under water, There happened many tragedies with them, As the sea witch casted a spell on the lovers, And made them mermaid and merman, Appropriately living under water. Cold darkness enveloped their life, They started living the life of fish, Bearing children after children. They forgot fresh air and how to breathe in it. But one thing kept them happy that nobody could destroy their relation. The Sea witch needed Royal blood and many species she created by exploiting the two, Even the witch to make an ...

Sorrow is the feeling of immense grief.Every living beings have this feeling and no body can escape it. Sorrow comes very naturally through the wanting of living beings. Emotional crisis, Death of dear ones, Poverty,Loss of faith, Loss of money,loss of Prosperity,even Spiritual wanting,if not fulfilled,leads to sorrow. Sorrow torments our brain and heart.A special kind of hormone secretion helps the brain to feel sorrow which touches our heart also.Since the beginning of life there is Sorrow. Manifold types of needs create Sorrow if they are not achieved in a smooth way or not at all achieved. Breakage in relationship also brings Sorrow.Tremendous pain or any deadly disease may cause sorrow that cannot be denied. It's better to face the feeling.Suppresing or denying sorrow to one's own self causes mental illness.Wrong functioning of subconscious mind paves the way for behavioural disorder and psychosomatic disease.  In present World we are very much disturbed with painful feeli...