Soul Aesthetica

 The legendary Actress of yore... since my childhood I am watching her movies and exploring her every time. Her beauty and talent is unsupassable I admit but the strength of her character attracts me the most. I have studied her life history book named SUCHITRAR KOTHA by GOPAL KRISHNA ROY and another book JE JON ACHHEN NIRJONE. These books are revealing enough in details the positive side of her character. My grandmother Komola Gupta and Dipali Sengupta being her remote relative by their aunt's side used to tell me about her when I grew up. I took her as my Idol and started following her personality as much as possible. I have grown up watching her movies. Even before my exams I never missed to watch her movies if they were being telecast on TV. Immense power of attraction she bestowed upon me through the silver screen.    Her decision of seclusion and spiritual studies inspired me to take Diksha at BELUR MOTH at a very tender age of 20. I happily celebrated her birthday ...

 I have visited Puri 3 times. First visit was in 1982 when I started walking only.At that time my whole family was with me to visit the place.At that time I was a 8month baby and hardly I can remember my experience there. In a small holiday home I used to walk through the balcony and in this photo you can see my Pishi, Mom,Two grand Maas Didi and Amma. Didi holding me in her arm in the waves.  Lord Jagannath blessed us and second time we went to Puri was in 1990 when I was in class 2 .At that time I got with me my cousin Debraj Gupta and enjoyed a lot in the Sea.Visited and worshipped Lord Jagannath at Puri temple.This time we stayed there for almost 15 days in a simple lodge and Visited konarak Surya temple, Uday giri,Khanda giri, Nandan kanon and many other small temples .We played in the sea beach and was so happy to describe.   3rd time I got Lord Jagannath 's call was in 2006 after I went through a shattering experience in my inner life. This time we stayed there for...

 This is the photo of my two Grandmaas Komola Gupta and Dipali Sengupta.Since my birth I have been guided by them. All the basics of education they have taught is unforgettable and the ethical training by them is so practical till date. They were like my Second Mother. All Grandmother's tale and mythological stories I have heard from their mouth. Story of Sadhak Bamakhyapa, Loknath Baba,Bhakta prahlad, Ramayana and Mahabharata and many others. My granny Komola Gupta used to teach me Mathematics, English Grammar, Spoken English,Dance,Art, Music etc.Granny Dipali Sengupta was her younger sister and used to live with us being unmarried.I called her Didi and Komola Gupta as Amma. Didi taught me Bengali and English spellings on a black slate with chalk. The very basic Books like Barna porichoy, Adarsha Lipi,Haashi khushi she unfolded before me. The small poem in English was first taught by her to me... "If jodi Is hoy,But kintu Not noy,What maane ki? Tumi jodi bole dile Aami bolbo ...

 For long they were pent up under water,The dark realm of Earth, Then one day they found a way to escape that darkness, It is the story of a mermaid and merman, How tragic became their life after love touched their heart. Once they were prince and princess, Living happily on fresh air. But when they met each other, They fell in love. Once in a full moon night they sat beside the seashore and talked, The Sea dragon ghastly,came and attacked them both. They were captured and imprisoned under water, There happened many tragedies with them, As the sea witch casted a spell on the lovers, And made them mermaid and merman, Appropriately living under water. Cold darkness enveloped their life, They started living the life of fish, Bearing children after children. They forgot fresh air and how to breathe in it. But one thing kept them happy that nobody could destroy their relation. The Sea witch needed Royal blood and many species she created by exploiting the two, Even the witch to make an ...

Sorrow is the feeling of immense grief.Every living beings have this feeling and no body can escape it. Sorrow comes very naturally through the wanting of living beings. Emotional crisis, Death of dear ones, Poverty,Loss of faith, Loss of money,loss of Prosperity,even Spiritual wanting,if not fulfilled,leads to sorrow. Sorrow torments our brain and heart.A special kind of hormone secretion helps the brain to feel sorrow which touches our heart also.Since the beginning of life there is Sorrow. Manifold types of needs create Sorrow if they are not achieved in a smooth way or not at all achieved. Breakage in relationship also brings Sorrow.Tremendous pain or any deadly disease may cause sorrow that cannot be denied. It's better to face the feeling.Suppresing or denying sorrow to one's own self causes mental illness.Wrong functioning of subconscious mind paves the way for behavioural disorder and psychosomatic disease.  In present World we are very much disturbed with painful feeli...

 My mother Shyamali Gupta is a person to be mentioned and respected. A hardcore believer of God with spiritual strength and soft heart. Being philanthropist by nature she faced a lot of Struggle after marriage. She faced a lot of hardship in a hostile atmosphere.With her inner strength and courage she crossed every hurdle winning God's love and blessings. A hardcore believer of Astrology, everytime she speaks of Prarabdha and karma.Man makes his own destiny- this is the mantra of her life. Later she became the disciple of Belur Math,Swami Ranganathanandaji . A huge number of people rely on her strength and kindness.Being her only daughter I love her a thousand times more than the humanity. She is my strength and Support.  Her ethnic handworks are uniquely great and she has a Diploma in knitting.  Whenever I got depressed she lifted me up gaining back my inner strength.She is my life and even I cannot think of losing her . Without talking to her my life seems to be a ruin ...

 My Uncle Agradut Gupta and Aunt Shubhra Gupta play an important Role in my life.They are like Next Parents of mine. Since birth I got support and Care from them and my Brother Debraj Gupta is a very Quiet and Humble person who respects and loves me all the time. Since childhood he is a perfect cousin.Being a Banker ,he is so enthusiastic about sports and UFO.After his marriage We got Priti Gupta as our bride who gave birth of two beautiful children DHRITI AND DEBYANK,my nephew and niece. They are  so vivacious and cool to fondle. I have started to believe that my grandmother Komola Gupta and grandfather Deviprasad Gupta is reincarnated in our family as Dhriti and Debyank.There are many Similarities and symptoms in their look and behaviour. My uncle established himself as a Good Actor with a lot of Struggle and Hardship.He ,now a days acts in so many award winning short movies in YouTube and also in Theatre. He is a very Down to Earth and jovial person appealing to life. My Au...